When I was 19 years old, I was diagnosed with SPASTIC COLITIS and put on medication something like Valium but I don't believe it was Valium to calm down my INNER VOICE that was causing all these outside problems... while I suppose that worked for me then, I am not sure it actually corrected my internal problem because throughout my entire life or for over 50 years, I have been plagued by this INNER VOICE that keeps me worrying unnecessarily... although, these bouts of worry come and go and the older I get the more manageable they seem to have become, unless there are numerous outside influences attacking me at one time.
Currently,- I am worried about losing both my social media accounts due to hacking
- I am worried about the possibility of having prostate cancer
- I am worried about the actual prostate biopsy procedure
- I am worried about my ongoing cancer treatments
- I am worried about my next PET/CT scan which should be this month
- I am worried that I will have AFIB for the rest of my life
- I am worried about not sleeping at night
- I am worried about my list of things to do
YES... I could turn all these issues over to GOD and trust that HE will take care of me... but, knowing that HE has always taken care of me in the past and will continue to do so does not keep me from worrying...
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