Presently

I am going to see the Oncologist on Thursday along with my monthly infusion of Opdivo, but this visit will be more than the normal routine monthly visit because I will be informed of the CT results and if this lung growth is increasing in size and large enough for a biopsy.  Plus, I will be able to share the most recent systems of my physical health which seems to me to be an indication that something negative or less than positive is going on inside me.

I took a shower this morning and almost took one last night before going to bed because my body odor was horrific...  and the odd thing is about that...  I had taken a shower just that morning and sat around all day not even feeling like I was sweating...  but something was oozing out of me...  and, it wasn't pleasant.

The last time I mentioned that, I was further tested and was put on thyroid medicine...  I wonder it it again needs adjusting?  I was lethargic back them as well as I recall but still had an appetite.  Who knows what the hell is going on inside...   all I know is that something is and I just don't feel good anymore.