Morning Reflections

What is rather interesting and as I am fond of saying, at least to me, both of my arms are bruised very little; in fact, what bruises that used to be there are almost gone...  what does this mean?  Well, it means that I have not bumped into anything recently either while walking or when I was doing something else which is typically the case for me.

Tomorrow, we I see my Oncologist after 2 months, at least my arms will appear almost as natural as they can get...  although, it is today that I am taking down the outside Christmas Decorations and there is no telling how clumsy I will be.

I have more than normal to present to my Oncologist this time what with sinus infections, an off and on again bleeding nose, night sweats, day sweats, but this time and unlike previous testimonies I have a loss of appetite along with a loss of taste and smell.

Paying attention to all these little details can be a pain in the ass most of the time and I have stopped sharing with my spouse as I believe she simply got tired of hearing and me fretting about all of the possibilities and what I should do if any of them were to happen...   I suppose that is good for business but not always good for family health.

Still... I am who I am...  and, it is not really my fault if others don't like it...  but, they believe that I should change for them rather than them changing for me...  and, therein lies the reason for our 50% divorce rate in America, including THE BIBLE BELT.