Life in the Middle of what?
Oftentimes, over the last 12 years, I have perceived myself as being healthy or unhealthy, not necessarily because of exercise and/or eating healthy foods but because of my heart and cancer issues.
I have not really considered myself healthy or not healthy and yet I am both.
What brings this to my attention is every month when I go to the Cancer Center for treatment, I am always asked questions about by health because I look so healthy and when I inform them that I have been getting treatment for over 12 years, they are utterly amazed and look at me as if I am not telling them the truth,
On the other side of the coin:
- Some days, I feel wonderful
- Some days, I feel lousy
- Some days, I feel nauseous
- Some days, I don't feel nauseous
- Some days, I feel fatigued
- Some days, I don't feel fatigued
It is like I do not belong in any one category.
For example:
When I had my severe heart attack, my Cardiologist said there was absolutely no reason for it
Non-Hodgkin's "B" Cell Lymphoma put me in one cancer group
Metastatic Melanoma put me in another cancer group
Thyroid issues now puts me in another group with/without cancer(s)
If there is Prostate Cancer discovered, I will be in yet another group
I cannot get into any cancer clinical trials because I have 2 cancers, not just 1
